Finished three awful colours of yarn. Occasionally it’s nice to have yarn that I just want to get rid of because it means I don’t feel at all badly about trying new things and ending up with something horrid. 

I think one of the hardest things about my current circumstances is the loneliness. When no-one is able to support one, it becomes incredibly tiring to support others, and yet I find myself in such a situation, as those I know are in the habit of expecting my support rather than providing it. I expect nothing else from them and yet am still exhausted by my current state of mind.